lol, i think everyone thinks like that sometimes. i used to think that i'd hate to wear a suit and be in the rat-race like all those other lobotomised twats, lol, now i am one! i guess i'm only doing it for the money, it lets me smoke and travel, and i don't have to lick anyone's arse if i don't want to. i guess things just work themselves out (or i'm just to lazy to take control of my life?!)