Im feelin proper shitty not depressed just feel like im wasting my life at the moment. I got put out of work and now i can't work as i got surgery next month and won't be able to walk for about 6-12 weeks so i cant work during that time. And theres a huge employment problem where i am. And no 1 will employ me after my surgery as ive been out of work for sumtime as i got fucked over by the college i thought i was meant to attend last year.

I've always wanted to go abroad as i hate where i live at the moment. I had the oppurtunity to stayin cyprus a few years ago and i wish i did since that every things gone down down down. I just feel like im meant to do more with my life. I just wanna do something i can be proud of. i wanted to volunteer abroad in tsunami hit countries but i didnt. i dunno what im gna do lol. i dnt go moping around or shit like that cos that aint me i just feel a bit not worlthless but like i feel like ive wasted my talent. I dunno what to do or where im going. :-S

Any else just feel like their lives are meant to amount to more?
robert42 Reviewed by robert42 on . fed up :( Im feelin proper shitty not depressed just feel like im wasting my life at the moment. I got put out of work and now i can't work as i got surgery next month and won't be able to walk for about 6-12 weeks so i cant work during that time. And theres a huge employment problem where i am. And no 1 will employ me after my surgery as ive been out of work for sumtime as i got fucked over by the college i thought i was meant to attend last year. I've always wanted to go abroad as i hate where i Rating: 5