you are a kid, just start to be yourself, you are never alone in this world, nor any other place you may go, when it seems like humanity has left you by yourself just know that God always walks with you whether you want him to or not, whether you realize his existence or choose not to
everyone goes through hard times, but theres always the better to look forward to, i know it might be hard, but whats a more faggotpussy thing to do than kill yourself, you were put ont his world just like everybody else, dont think you cant handle it
manufactured things, including sex is just going to prolong and put the problems to the side for the time being, be a man and deal with your shit