Either you really are depressed enough to seek consolation on the web, which sucks ass and I'm sorry (there you go), or you're trolling. Either or, sucks to be you

Light up. Go to the nearest park which has a lake or pond. Sit and watch the day go by for an hour. I gurantee you'll feel better.

Unless you're trolling. In that case, you already feel better. Reply back on how you're feeling man.