If you've always been using ego as far as you can remember..how can you come to an intelligent decision that God is'nt real when that decision was made within an illusion that will vanish if the truth is discovered. Your ego thinks it will die if God is discovered therefore it will do anything to distract you to keep you focused on it, of course its going to say God's not real God itself is its greatest fear.

I laugh to myself when I think about how some people think thier the shit like thier human body is some sort of wonderful thing up on a pedestal. It's hilarious acctually but hard to explain..