Ok so last days i visited my parents and decided not to smoke there... and also use this time to have a tolerance break, cause my highs were not so good as they used to be anymore.
Right now it was 9 days or more exactly 230 hours since the last time ive smoked. And i didnt felt the need, or any craving to smoke. I stopped of smoking, and it was perfectly natural. Now i feel like if i never had smoked. Before the break, when i was smoking everyday, i used to think that i couldnt endure more than 2 or 3 days without smoking, and that after this i would be crawling up the walls with the desire of smoking... but it wasnt so. At the 3rd day or so i felt a bit sad indeed, but it was very short. And since them it was like if i had completly forgotten what was to be high, or that i used to smoke and think i needed to smoke everyday. Now i know that i could stay without smoking for as long as i needed. In fact, even right now i dont even want to smoke. I will smoke only because i can, and because i know when i were stoned i will think "why did i waited SO long to smoke again?". I had several opportunities to smoke before now, but i didnt want so i didnt. Now i will break the break, and i wonder how much stoned i will get... maybe i will get even afraid... i dont know. I wish i get a mindblowing experience, preferibly a mystical one... maybe an OOBE... or something like this... anyway, soon i will know how it will be. So wish me luck!
And now i will get my freshly made hash oil and will take off, to the stars, to the skies above, and to above the clouds!