Not all relationships suck. Sure at times they can turn nasty and at times they can feel wonderful as if your heart is leaping into the air a thousand feet above the trees above the stars and oh its such a pleasent feeling. Only if you work hard enough for those you love and loves you back. Nothing comes easy in this life. It takes money, time, talking, understanding, etc. But if doing all of that just for the feeling of bliss and getting some ass out of it then hell yeah man! Thats the way I look at it anyway.

Your situation with your married co-worker is so sneaky...haha rock on man. It wont last forever or it might...you never know (Well I sure dont know). One day you'll find a girl you'd liek to settle down with and start a family. For now your just banging at work. Good luck with that buddy!