Maybe Heaven and Hell aren't places you go. Maybe its where you are. I've lied cheated stolen and such and it seems like a cycle you can lock yourself into. The lying and the cheating and stealing cuased me terrible anxiety. You have to live in fear of what people might find out about you. You don't get to have any peace in your life if your watching your back so it don't get stabbed especially if you know thats what you would do.
On the other hand if I do right even though it costs something from me. I feel good as long I know I did everything I could.