While I could never fully understand what emotions you are going through at the moment, I do know what it's like to lose a loved one. While the pain is immeasurable at this point, focus on the good things. Remember all the wonderful times you had with him, cherish those memories for ever. You said he made you into who you are today, so in a way he is still living though you. Surround yourself with loved ones, be it family or friends, or even an animal. It helps. Remember to keep your chin up, and do whatever you have to to come to some sort of closure...


My deepest sympathy goes out to you and your family.