I would get up off of my ass and quit feeling sorry for myself, getting stoned, and being lazy.

Life is a complex game of choices my friend, wise ones equate to success, and poor ones result in failure...You seem to have made a lot of poor choices, and are continuing to do so.

You're not addicted to marijuana, you're addicted to not wanting to do jack shit but get stoned, because it's easier to do that. You can make yourself get a job and be successful in your life just as easily as you've made yourself get to where you are.

Is it really fun to scrounge up money to try and get high like a crack fiend, and mooch?? Or would it be more fun to get a job and be able to buy pot and have your own vehicle??