I dunno, I'm starting to think that it's the type of weed that's giving me panic attacks. Because sometimes my heart rate increases and I start to worry and I wish I never started smoking and then other times I smoke and it's the best feeling in the world and I wish I could do it everyday.

Well, I dunno what's up but 4/20 is today so I'm gonna see how it goes. I was hoping on smoking a 20 but I'm going to smoke a 5 and see how that goes and just start easing myself out of these panic attacks. I'll tell you how it goes.