Oh no, I've blazed a lot of times in school and all my teachers know that I blaze so I wasn't scared of getting caught. I don't know what it is. It may be paranoia from my psychologist telling me that weed causes panic attacks but no matter what I do I can't convince myself that that isn't true.

I actually feel most comfortable when I'm with people and I blaze so for 4/20 I think I'm going to take it easy, still buy a lot but smoke it in intervals so I know when enough is enough. Is there anything I can do to ease my panic attacks before smoking though?

And is the increased heart rate while being high a bad sign?