Well needless to say, weed is probably the closest thing im going to get to... not planning to try anything else really... but ur right... reality sucks man... whether you like it or not. it will always shit on your ass... llama man... i wish i could grow some good shit outside! but the climate here where i live is so unstable i can't even think how the garden plants survive out there... one day its like 80 and its really nice... next thing you know theres hail falling out of the sky and fucking storm swooping up the tree branches like crazy... i live in a town man.. i dont live anywhere near fields and shit... there is absolutely 0 space to put plants here where i live.. no ditch.. no bush... nada. just residence and thats all :S man life blows... wish i could say more.. i gtg sleep guys... weed rocks... i want to grow it... i cant really i wish i could i've spent dozens of hours learning all the shit i can about this plant, then when the reality just hits you in the face " NOPE... NOOOOO ( imagine a very high pitched mom voice) NOPE YOU CANT GROW SQUAT HERE CUZZ ITS ILLEGAL!!!" thx 4 the guy that shot up 4 rcmp' z, ur gunna help us growers out a lot man! fucking choppers are gunna increase security in canada .. sigh..

peace out guys... cheers...

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