Don't grow in yer folks home!!

[phillykid420]

Hey there totalpain:

It's not all fun and games having your own place and being able to do allllll the shit you want. Cause you can't really do anything you want. I mean, I could go to bed at 4 in the morning after drinking and smoking all night, but then I'd be too screwed up for work. If I decide to call in sick and just neglect work, I'll get fired and have no money, no rent money means no place to live. It feels like all I ever do now is cook, clean, pay bills and work (actually I'm looking for new work now but for the past few years). And it plain sucks. I sleep much earlier now than in college or highschool cause I have to get up and battle stupid rush hour traffic. Being an adult sucks.

But hey, college was fun while it lasted. My advice is go to college, get an apartment off campus and then do what you want.
For now it's your folks home so it's their rules.

You could still do it outdoors, you don't really have to check on them too often. But you just need to find a place.

peace

[BobBong]

Responsibility is a bitch ain't it :P

[Totalpain]

Parents are the biggest bitch... mom says that i have to do studies and shit and i can stay here... i dont know if its such a good idea to move out at like 19 and get a pad somewhere near a college... 1. need that dough 2. need car 3. need that dough!! better start saving cash for my future eheh... it sucks aswell being a kid phylly... it sucks aswell...

[phillykid420]

Yup grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. As bob kinda made my point. As a kid you have a lot less freedom, but a lot less responsibilities. As an adult you have more freedoms but a helluva lot more responsibilities which end up negating a lot of the freedoms. When you're an old man you have less responsibilities and a lot more freedom (if you have money for retirement) so it seems all good.....but then you are old and broken down so you can't enjoy those freedoms...sigh. So I guess everything sucks lol, we just gotta make the best of it.

And mothers are always moms. I'm outta college, in my own apartment paying my own bills, but does that stop her from telling me what to do? Not a chance. But now I can just nod my head and ignore her rants or if I'm at her place I'll just tell her if she keeps it up I'm gonna leave and go back to my place.

[Totalpain]

Hahaha thats awesome , you know man i think most people like me picture the good life like ahh yeah have a nice ass yatch and a mansion and always have life on the edge ( heeyy im playing gta vice city.. its feeding me some ideas ) and have a few ounces of grass in your stash and enjoy life on a secluded island with your buddies ( for a few days at least)... now think of that kind of paradise for a few seconds... then come back to reality... life sucks... goverment sucks.. your parents suck... school blows... your friends are pissin on ya... you know... sometimes i wonder why people can't understand why other people suicide.. sometimes its just not worth even doing something if your in deep shit.. sigh i hope you get my breath on that one... sure u have almost 0 responsibilities when your a teenager/ kid, but then again the freedom is what you want... now i expect an adullt to say " i wish i had a less more responsabilities and a lot more freedom... then again old people have restrictions.. i mean it depends how old you are... you wont be able to do some activities when you were young... it makes me sad to see my dad age... i really love him... but it must suck cock when your parents die... ( unless you really hate them.. but still.. youll have a shrill on your back when they do)

oh how i wish i had my own pad with a few buddies and i could do all the shit i would like now , then again, im pretty sure when you get to that point... it gets a lot more boring then at first right? tax, bills, and all that shit must compensate for all the freedom you want to get imo

anyways thats my 2 cents on this shit

Cheers

Total

[crackhheadchris]

Dont take it personal at all please.... but man you started to smoke at 11, you didnt even knew how o wipe your ass, and you were smoking weed....
How much do you smoke a day? or a week... do you think you can control it, or you need it to live "right"?

ok i dont take it personaly but i was split up from my parints at like 5 and i had to learn to take care of my self very early in life and that is why i started to smoke cuz i can get away from it all and that does it but i can go with out it for as long as i want when evver i want and for how much i smoke a day i smoke about two jays and a few boles i still go to school and i get farly good grades A,B, and some times C's but i have never tryed any other drugs and i will never try them by the way why do you ask.

[llamaman666]

total pain, grow commercial outdoors off your property, then you can by a house, not rent a shitty apartment

[Nosehit]

but i have never tryed any other drugs and i will never try them by the way why do you ask.

Oh man, You sound like I did, I never even tried pot until I was 17 Unfortunely it was the last day of school. I went out to lunch with a guy on my wrestling team, he had this funny looking pipe that bubbled (of course now I know it was a bong) Anyway I came back and tried to take my algebra II final needless to say the numbers were just swiming all over the paper, I just put my name on it and handed it in (thank goodness i had a high enough grade to keep me from failing the class)
And I always said if I can't grow it I won't take it. LOL
Then I got to college!!!!!! and discovered better living through modern chemistry!!! Namely Cocaine(after all it was the 80's)
Take my word for it if you go to college or hang out in a college town, you'll do other drugs
But now that I'm one those old folks you talk about, after 27 years of smoking I'm back to only organics.
BTW, you'll be happy to know I make no qualms about it, I use only for my pleasure. Best of luck

[marimbas]

ok i dont take it personaly but i was split up from my parints at like 5 and i had to learn to take care of my self very early in life and that is why i started to smoke cuz i can get away from it all and that does it but i can go with out it for as long as i want when evver i want and for how much i smoke a day i smoke about two jays and a few boles i still go to school and i get farly good grades A,B, and some times C's but i have never tryed any other drugs and i will never try them by the way why do you ask.

I know how it is to try to escape from reality... When you are too young you arnt mature enough to understand tons of stuff, from the parents split up, to the mather of smoking pot, or getting shots of heroin (wich i know its not your case).

But sometimes the best is to stand back and just watch the scene... reallity hurts man, and hurts a lot, there is a saying where i live that goes "ignorace is a bliss"... Some people has to live some shit man, but it all depends if you catch that crap wave, or if you just see it going carring all kind of things.

What im trying to say is that drugs are drugs, and weed is one, we like it or not, and if its used with responsability its just awsome, but if not youll depend on it to be happy, so you can dig your head in the dirt...

I know after this i might get tons of nasty replys telling me tons of crap, but after all i should shut for once and for all...

So peace man, be cool and be happy

[Totalpain]

Well needless to say, weed is probably the closest thing im going to get to... not planning to try anything else really... but ur right... reality sucks man... whether you like it or not. it will always shit on your ass... llama man... i wish i could grow some good shit outside! but the climate here where i live is so unstable i can't even think how the garden plants survive out there... one day its like 80 and its really nice... next thing you know theres hail falling out of the sky and fucking storm swooping up the tree branches like crazy... i live in a town man.. i dont live anywhere near fields and shit... there is absolutely 0 space to put plants here where i live.. no ditch.. no bush... nada. just residence and thats all :S man life blows... wish i could say more.. i gtg sleep guys... weed rocks... i want to grow it... i cant really i wish i could i've spent dozens of hours learning all the shit i can about this plant, then when the reality just hits you in the face " NOPE... NOOOOO ( imagine a very high pitched mom voice) NOPE YOU CANT GROW SQUAT HERE CUZZ ITS ILLEGAL!!!" thx 4 the guy that shot up 4 rcmp' z, ur gunna help us growers out a lot man! fucking choppers are gunna increase security in canada .. sigh..

peace out guys... cheers...

Total