First of all, I think you're over thinking this. You're making it way more serious than it actually is. Smoke better weed, and more of it. OR Stop smoking for a few weeks, than come back. Don't log your bowls and highs, it'll ruin it. Don't think about it so much and just do it..enjoy it..have fun with it..you're sucking the life outta something that should be enjoyable. If you aren't getting high and it's bothering you..stop smoking. Technically you're wasting your money.