Just an update: I am feeling much better when it comes to the whole depression side of things. I think it was just the fact that I had to do some adjusting when I quit and I had to cut off a few friends in the process. But anyway, someone mentioned crazy dreams and I definately have been having some weird ass dreams but my sleep feels so much better now and I feel well rested after a night's sleep.

I ordered some tests off ebay and I've taken two so far-a week apart. A really faint line showed up both times- the second time it may have been a tad darker but you couldn't really tell. I've been exercising like crazy and taking metamucil but I think when I do have to test I might try dilution, although I'm a little anxious about that because I don't want to lose a chance I have at a job because of a diluted sample. I'm not even really sure when I"ll have to take a drug test but I'm guessing within the month.