Quote Originally Posted by daZenfmeister
After smoking lots and lots of weed in short amounts of time,trying HBWR seeds, salvia and being on percocet for almost a month my sense of time and reality is shifted to an enormous degree I like to think of it in the terms that Aldous Huxley put them at the very end of Doors of perception ( i dont have the book with me but it goes something like this) ...and he who has been through the Door in the wall will be much more wise, but less cock-sure of himself. and other notions to that same tome. I feel that that is perfectly in sync with where I'm at right now...I mean I used to have a fairly good grip on reality but now its like a rollercoaster that is just twisting and turning and whirling up and down and doing loops and slowing down and speeding up. Its kinda of hard to describe but its like part of my mind has been killed or made numb by the drugs but like Huxley said it was just the filter that filters out all of the inconcievable and impossible realities and universes out there, so for any of you who havn't yet read doors of perception get your ass up and go buy it!

This feeling I have is so confusing and enlightening at the same time and its just so fucking hard for me to comprehend! Does anyone have any tips for gaining control of the unfiltered mind so-to-speak? Any experiances or anything that any of you have had that are relevant would also be helpful.

Thanks so much and I know this post is hard too read but im currently operating on 20 mg of oxycodone...

P.S. I love you all, yes even you Torog, and no that isn't just the Oxycodone either. Although it might be helping to bring it out.

PPS Mello.As.Hello I sent you an e-mail please reply to it...thanks so much!












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some people like to think that drugs shut down parts of your brain, but i think it opens up new parts of your brain.. maybe what youre experiencing is a hightened awareness of reality? it may be a good thing if you learn to embrace it.. but then again, you might be going mental lol