Sounds like you have the same back problems as I do. I have spinal stenosis & the pain in the legs & lower back can be excruciating!!
I'm on 90 mgs of Methadone daily for pain...along with 1800 mgs of Neurontin...2 mgs of Klonopins for anxiety...& 60 mgs of Remeron for depression.
I'm on Social Security Disability with Medicare [thank God] & am 53 yrs old. I'm retired now, but I hear where you're coming from. If anything happens to my wife [she has advanced emphysema], there's no way I could deal with the 'bar scene' anymore...especially since I quit the booze 8 yrs ago. Nothing worse than being around a bunch of drunks & you're NOT!!
I'd just make my 17 yr old son take care of me in my old age!! :thumbsup: :smokin: