Dont worry, not everyone lives in this mainstream pop culture mtv world. I dont like large parties or bars either. Im more into get to gethers with friends and shit. I dont like to live in some pattern or what society thinks "norm". I like to be a little free. I focus on things I wanna do and I do them. I could give a fuck less about what hollywood or a bunch of music makeing cocain king pins on MTV got to prove. I dont live that life style.