tomorrow will be 3 weeks of cold-turkey no smoking after almost 2 years of doing it daily.

it's getting really reallllly hard not to call up my dealer.

i just keep getting reminded of how easy it is to get weed! (it makes me laugh when i think of those desperate days and nights where all i wanted was for a dealer to answer their phone lol)

i could just call.. start my car... buy the shit... and be high before i left his driveway, hell before i left his livingroom!!

but must maintain... only 12 more days and i can smoke again!!!