the boyfriend toked again last night. i did not.

for a large portion of yesterday i was with a bunch of my friends who i usually smoke with (we got Subway hehe) and at one point it was mentioned that we should go for some dessert (our discrete way of saying let's go smoke) but i kind of just sidestepped it.

iv been having issues with my car, and ALMOST consented to smoking... but there were so many more reasons Not to.

But I haven't faced the real challenge of being IN a room WITH people smoking and being able to say no. That's the hard part, and that's the part I want to know I can handle.

but maybe that's setting myself up for failure. i have another friend (the president of our student government, no less) who keeps informing me that she just got some weed and that we need to hang out soon, so maybe that will be the environment in which I will say no to a smoking bowl.

Let's see!

ps... don't worry melodious fellow most of these avatar names are pretty androgenous, and i guess it doesn't help that my handle is peculiarly close to the word "vag", hinting that i might in fact have one. but nope, all male up in hurr :smokin: