warning... more unhappy babbling ahead...

you know, it really pisses me off when friendship is not reciprocated... i take friendship very seriously, and if someone i was very close to decided to take a break from weed, i'd be supportive.

but for some reason iv got these douchebags that are more concerned with having one less person to get a fix from, or one less person to chip in, or that im "changing" because i don't hang out and smoke 24/7... that's selfish. incredibly selfish.

i admit, i can be selfish sometimes too... but jesus christ, it's hard enough to follow thru with your OWN plans and your OWN goals without someone else trying to break you down.

the way i see it, if a friend tells me they're taking a break it's for a couple reasons... A.) they want to let me know why they won't be smoking... B.) they want to let me know that they will make the decision to smoke the next time, so i need not offer... C.) they want my support...

im a communication major PEOPLE TALK FOR A REASON. if i tell someone im not smoking, it's not because i'm bragging. it's a silent plea for their help. please make this easier on me by NOT getting in the way.........

is it selfish to want to achieve your own fucking goals??!