Hey man i know EXACTLY how you feel. I just startted feeling that way after i had a bad shroom experiences with some people at a party (long story) and its really made me start to question my firnds and everyoen else like your talking about both when im high and sober. I really dont want to, and i try to make myself stop, but i cant. I took some ADD medication ( 4 concerta) to help me concentrate on other shit instead of those thoughts and it helped alot. I finally felt liek myself again. I guess try that if you want, it worked for me. PEACE