Thanks! The thing is, I dont even care if I become a citizen, I dont even want the option of leaving American soil, I could care less, I just want to be able to work, pay my taxes and not have to worry about not being able to at least work at a fast food place if I had to. Sure I could go the route of the millions of mexicans and get a fake ID and fake SS, but if I get caught, Im fucked. I'd be deported, and that must be avoided at all costs.. I am the whitest mexican you will ever come accross. its funny, old ladys daughter asked me the other day if I knew any mexicans to come cut old lady's lawn. I said, now you know I dont know any mexicans!! My best friend is white, all my friends are white, the dick(s) is/ have always been white. Ive never dated a mexican, and I doubt I would. aside from my family, I dont know any mexicans.. its weird, its not like I go outta my way or avoid em like the plague or something, I just dont. why cant the government see that I want to do good things and be succesful and gimme what I want?!? its so unfair. I want to go to college, I want to be succesful, maybe one day own my own business.. I cant do any of that now. its so frustrating!!!!!!!!!