Quote Originally Posted by purplehaze666
OK this is goin to sound reely fuked up but i swear this is all real. i came back home from college yesterday and found some pot in my closet (i dunt no from wen could be reely old) so anyways i make a homemade bong and smoked like a gram of it, i used to be a reely avid smoker and a gram on a bong wouldnt usually even touch me but since iv been gone ive only drank cause i reely wanted to well in school (im failing by the way) So after i smoked i felt prty nice and had a body high which is cool but then i started feelin dizzy and shit and this was at lik 3 am in the mornin. my heart was racing uncontrobbly and felt as if it was goin to burst. i couldnt move my arms or legs and i felt my self goin def. i couldnt breathe properly and every breath felt like a last breath. i thought if i jus fell alseep then it would all go away, i was dead wrong. as soon as my eyes shut the nightmare began. i started seeing all these wierd things in my mind, like clowns are ferris wheels and just abnormal shapes. then i started to accelarate through a tunnel and i could hear the devil talking to me of how my life is shit and abuot me spending an eternity in hell, and i couldnt open my eyes though i was still awake. i could feel my heart slowing down to a point to where i couldnt feel a heart beat anymore. the devil kept talkin and i could see hell in my mind. i kept beggin him to give me another chance or at least let me see the universe (something i wanted to do if i ever died) so then my mind started to wonder, i saw stars in space and felt lik i was floating, it was the most amazing thing i ever saw in my life it was just in infinite black with small stars everywhere, then a light flashed infront of me, an almost blinding light, around me were gates and everything was just increadibly white. i was conciosus this whole time and thought that since initially i saw the devil that this was a trap before i die so with every fibre in my body i awoke my self to find out that i was sweating shaking almost seizure like. i went to the washroom and found i was green, my skin was so pale and and my eyes seemed dead. it was 5 am in the mornin and this "dream" occured for 2 hours, i went to watch tv in fear of it happening again and every time i would fall alseep it would happen again, the same process my heart almost not beating , inable to move my arms and legs and the same visions, the same thought of dying, i remember i felt my body shut down like the visions stopped and even though it was dark it become more dark lik a new dark just replaced the old one i couldnt hear the tv anymore and i just lay there. after a period of time i guess i awoke again only to find out that just 3 minutes have passed which felt lik an infinity in darkness. whats kind of ironic is when i turnded on the tv south park came on and it was the one where mr. mackey talked about why marijuanna was bad, i laugh about it now but at that time i thought it was a sign from god. i knew i couldnt sleep so i made my self stay awake the whole nite unitl 9 am in the morning wen i eventually passed out. now i jus woke up and tryin to find some answers. Could this all be just cause i greened out or is there a deeper meaning to this experience? and also what if i initially jus gave in after the first experience would i have died?
i know exactly how you feel man, this is my story. i was smoking at school with a bunch of friends when i first started smoking and it was reallly good bud for a beginner so we finished the joint and i went over and sat with a few girls and began to feel the effects, i was passing out on the girl next to me every couple of minutes then it came time to go to class, i went to the gym for sport class and passed out on the front steps. Went inside the gym and passed out on the ground while they were calling the roll and my teacher called my name and no answer so she goes oi are you on this earth and i reply, i dont even fuking know! my friends said i looked dead and they should call an ambulance and i refused and went to the bathroom, looked at my face and i saw purple rings around my eyes and my face was a dark green colour almost like the hulk, washed my face and it didnt help walked outside towards the baseball field to play some sport, halfway there i got the urge to vomit but luckily held it back and just stopped, i walked back towards the canteen and passed out behind it on a bench and a bunch of people walking by came to help me and the nurse got called and i got fucked over big time she called my parents and told them i was turning green infront of her, but while i was passed out i just remember talking to god telling him to help me and that i would never smoke again and then i started saying things like dear god, please kill me, put me out of my pain and i remember everything was all white but i kept getting woken up by people coming to check on me im suprised i didnt kill myself the way i was feeling now i have stopped smoking because it just got way out of control and pretty much destroyed my life, but what i want to know is how to avoid greening out because i will probably smoke like 3-4 times a year and i want to hit the shit hard but im petrified of greening out again even though i have greened since then i still havent figured a way how not to green out. anyone?