Quote Originally Posted by purplehaze666
OK this is goin to sound reely fuked up but i swear this is all real. i came back home from college yesterday and found some pot in my closet (i dunt no from wen could be reely old) so anyways i make a homemade bong and smoked like a gram of it, i used to be a reely avid smoker and a gram on a bong wouldnt usually even touch me but since iv been gone ive only drank cause i reely wanted to well in school (im failing by the way) So after i smoked i felt prty nice and had a body high which is cool but then i started feelin dizzy and shit and this was at lik 3 am in the mornin. my heart was racing uncontrobbly and felt as if it was goin to burst. i couldnt move my arms or legs and i felt my self goin def. i couldnt breathe properly and every breath felt like a last breath. i thought if i jus fell alseep then it would all go away, i was dead wrong. as soon as my eyes shut the nightmare began. i started seeing all these wierd things in my mind, like clowns are ferris wheels and just abnormal shapes. then i started to accelarate through a tunnel and i could hear the devil talking to me of how my life is shit and abuot me spending an eternity in hell, and i couldnt open my eyes though i was still awake. i could feel my heart slowing down to a point to where i couldnt feel a heart beat anymore. the devil kept talkin and i could see hell in my mind. i kept beggin him to give me another chance or at least let me see the universe (something i wanted to do if i ever died) so then my mind started to wonder, i saw stars in space and felt lik i was floating, it was the most amazing thing i ever saw in my life it was just in infinite black with small stars everywhere, then a light flashed infront of me, an almost blinding light, around me were gates and everything was just increadibly white. i was conciosus this whole time and thought that since initially i saw the devil that this was a trap before i die so with every fibre in my body i awoke my self to find out that i was sweating shaking almost seizure like. i went to the washroom and found i was green, my skin was so pale and and my eyes seemed dead. it was 5 am in the mornin and this "dream" occured for 2 hours, i went to watch tv in fear of it happening again and every time i would fall alseep it would happen again, the same process my heart almost not beating , inable to move my arms and legs and the same visions, the same thought of dying, i remember i felt my body shut down like the visions stopped and even though it was dark it become more dark lik a new dark just replaced the old one i couldnt hear the tv anymore and i just lay there. after a period of time i guess i awoke again only to find out that just 3 minutes have passed which felt lik an infinity in darkness. whats kind of ironic is when i turnded on the tv south park came on and it was the one where mr. mackey talked about why marijuanna was bad, i laugh about it now but at that time i thought it was a sign from god. i knew i couldnt sleep so i made my self stay awake the whole nite unitl 9 am in the morning wen i eventually passed out. now i jus woke up and tryin to find some answers. Could this all be just cause i greened out or is there a deeper meaning to this experience? and also what if i initially jus gave in after the first experience would i have died?


goddamn yoo,, i dont even know,, that shits insane,, ,, but only you could know if it means something to you
iStaaHi Reviewed by iStaaHi on . greening out? is it something to be embarassed about? Rating: 5