Quote Originally Posted by geonagual
as long as he is really working it..it sounds like he is trying really hard and you should support that..9 months isnt that long..is he making some money?
he makes like 100 every other week or so.


the problem is that i moved away from my family to be with him. like 3,000 miles away. im from the states and he's from canada. we are in canada right now. so i have no family and no friends here really but his family. he has an older sister. shes nice but i would prefer my own family obviously, who wouldnt?

but him and his "business partner" are really good friends it seems. well i mean, how can they not be, they smoke together and are trying to make their business work. so they are going to spend alot of time together.

but here i am with no friends or family. its a really really small town, like 3,000 people so its really hard to find friends here. most of the people my age (21) all have kids and cant really hang out.

so i just feel so alone and depressed because im alone most of the day while he's at his friend's house trying to make money. also im super jealous that he has a friend and i dont. all i have is him.

i also feel like im wasting my youth by not going to school. (you cant go to school in canada if you're from the states without a student visa and probably alot of money which i dont have)


my life is so fucked