It is all about balance. Though i was balancing my life while smoking multiple times a day, i knew it was abuse but i didn't care. I justified it anyway i could, why should i deny myself happiness? It's day 5 and i'm thinking about smoking a lot lol. I was offered a joint yesterday and passed. It's hard when your best friends blaze all the time. I dunno what i'm gonna do. I feel like my tolerance is already down enough anyway to feel the true effects. But this has been a valuable lesson for me in discipline. I've proved it to myself, regardless of it were a month or 5 days. I could do it but i think i'm just gonna smoke again now. Moderately. But i'm not gonna buy shit weed anymore just coz i wanna smoke. I'm not gonna go through an
8th every 2 days anymore. I was spending way too much money on a non sustainable substance. I can appreciate sobriety again. It was worth the break. No more smoking before school, i have to give myself the best chance possible and try my best for my education.
Reefer Rogue Reviewed by Reefer Rogue on . I'm sober... I'm 100% sober. This is something i havnt felt for years, and i mean YEARS. I've got plenty of weed, but im not smoking it. I havnt smoked anything today. It's 2:18pm, i've been up since about 4:30am, and im feeling quite good. My back is alright, as long as i dont twist or move to sharply, i havnt got a headache and my knee is completely fine. I've always said that i could stop whenever i want to, and i have. I wanted to prove it to myself though. Apart from the fact im sober, Rating: 5