by all the negative ratings....not because I got them (although why would you rate someone's LOG negatively.....kind of like spitting on their diary of thoughts and creations imo) but that so many of the negative ratings came from people who I thought were e-friends. That's shaken me for a few days now but I've come to realize that the only REAL thing that has changed is the way I perceive these people.....they themselves are still the same. And what I REALLY don't get.....having made yourselves clear that you don't like my posting.....why in the world do you folks keep on reading it??

I realize that people like MVP and Crispi who were really up posters are gone and there ARE a few who are interested so I'll keep posting for those who care but it definitely DOES take desire out of putting in the effort to post.

I AM done with this rant but its been bugging me for awhile so I'm glad I got the thoughts out.