Try reconnecting with something you love.....even if it seems boring at the moment. You have to do what it takes to make life "personal."

The death of someone close to you is a very understandable reason for "disconnecting." Part of that is a time thing.....all wounds blah blah.

As for being a sandspeck on the beach of life....that may be but you only have your little grain to work with. Make it count.
Weedhound Reviewed by Weedhound on . It's been a rough few weeks Ever since my friend's mom died, I've been beyond depressed... Hell, even before it happened. I find myself focusing more on the inevitablity that we're all going to be a sandspeck in the beach of time, and it feels like everything's just too big for me. I find myself becoming much more disorganized, more tired, I have more pain, and I just don't feel the way I used to. I go from each day thinking "Oh wow, the world's such a beautiful place" to thinking "Nothing really matters, not my Rating: 5