First, Id like to say that Im very sorry to hear about The Tess. But, at least she died with a mommy who loved her very much and no doubt was at her happiest to have found a caring soul to finish out her journey on this earth. Remember that all dogs go to heaven and she is now at the happiest she has ever been.. I also saw that the animal Gods have blessed you with another beautiful soul. Congratulations.
I hate it than when I get super mad, I cry. I want to yell scream, stomp, throw shit, punch someone or at least a wall, which I learned is not cool for my hand. yet all I can do is cry.. which pisses me off even more. frustration makes me destroy objects.. like breaking stuff.. im trying to stop that..