fustration/stress, it just really bugs me, and really only when i talk to my father, who always seems to find the negative that happens in every situation, and feels as though ive done nothing right since ive graduated 8 months ago.

and spellbound i agree with the soldiers and their kids thing, the last thing that was not something that happened to me and made me cry was when a soldier got back from Iraq and went to visit his kid who was like 5 in school and the kid didnt know that his dad had come back, it was possibly the first time ive cried for the fact that something like that had happened, and thinking about his sons reaction when he saw his dad still makes my eyes tear up a little