I tend to always think too much, or analyze situations or life in general, and i often get messed up. Confusion is one of the things that makes me cry the most, when too many questions are left with no answers...
Also i'm scared of death. Not of dying myself of course, but of seeing all the older people i love die over the course of my life. I haven't lost much people yet, but my father is like reaaaaaaaaally sick, doing experiments to cure leukemia at the final stage, with 2yrs of life remaining max, and 50% chance of failure. And when i see my grandparents who were in huge families saying they dont even have 1 brother or sister left out of 15, and even their friends, it makes me think how life must suck when you're alone..its just sad..
Hah and i just realized thinking too much about death creates confusion also, how everything's linked eh..