Zeb
u didnt hurt my feelings, im dealing with an awful lot rite now, and just when i thought i was really getting the hang of this lil hobby,,,well, after yesterday i'm about ready to throw in the towl and go to a shrink, get medicated and say f it.

as to my room size, yeah, its a room, but the veg cabinet cuts the verticle space in half.
its veg underneath, sealed, and flwr up top in the open.

theres approx 2 ft above the top of the pots b4 they will touch the 250 hps, that will fry them to a crisp im sure. so with the allowable distance and the low strength of the 250 hps in mind, i was under the impression that i'd be good to LST, then WH suggested the scrog would be good for me. since Galina was already LST'd, i thought it was less stress to put the screen and untie her. was i wrong, maybe so. i dunno, i looked at them again, maybe WH's right, maybe they are small, maybe i should leave this to the chemists who seem to make huge happy girls with all this water and chemicals. personally i have never in my life had hydro where i preferred the taste over regular soiled nugs. i lived in socal and had plenty of hydro, ya know what? it sucked. and i really feel more in touch with nature growing in soil, but if im just a jackass and can only get bonsais, well, it might just not be worth the trouble or expense. 2 days ago i was pretty jazzed, now i feel like throwing everything out the window

i dunno, i really need to think this over.


and WH, no, now that ive been made to think about it,,,im not good with it actually.