what r the things you do wrong? If you turned those weaknesses into strengths, you would enjoy yourself while smoking, and I sincerely hope that smoking pot is not one of the things you consider wrong. If that's the case, your mentality about weed is not dissimilar to the mentality expressed by normal society, that is to say that it's an immoral transgression to smoke weed. You shouldn't ever feel bad about moderate and responsible usage of the herb, it just shows that you're not afraid of your inner self that comes out when you smoke.