Feeling Guilty After Smoking?

[Godzilla123]

I dont feel guilty but sorry for myself ... sorry that I live in a place where its illegal to smoke weed.

[DreadConches]

I feel guilty that I do not do much while high. This is easily remedied though.
On another note, as another fix to this problem, I need some sativa, i'm tired of indica dom.

[yhelothar]

I never felt guilty for smoking, even when I was a little freshman. I was nervous and excited but not guilty.

I feel really shitty after my high goes away sometimes though. I feel guilty for when I rationalize my way into buying some more. I feel guilty knowing I'm not doing anything more productive with whatever free time I used to get high. I'm really hate how I don't get anything done when I'm high or after. My problem is that I can't seem to be in possession of weed without smoking it that same day. If I could keep a stash and smoke on weekends or something it would be a lot better for me but I just keep talking myself into it lol.

I know what you mean though.

[jimmy8778]

the only time i feel guilty is when me and a friend share a bag, and i end up smoking it all. its not like i smoke a lot, i smoke recreationally with friends, and i smoke nightly to help me get to sleep. when im with friends we usually end up getting about 1-2 bowls per person, and that gets us to a nice point. but when i smoke nightly i smoke maybe a 1/4-1/2 bowl to get me a little tired. and i only feel guilty when i smoke it all and my friend didnt really get their share, though i make it up to them by smoking them up in the future, and i really only feel bad cause it is illegal so its not like it is something that im prescribed to help me sleep, i have just noticed it does, so i do. And there is only one occasion where i have just felt bad cause i was high, and that was when i was talking to my non-smoker best friend who i had blown off that day, i got really high, and when i got home, i got a message from him, and when i talked to him, i couldnt remember what he said, and i just made an ass out of myself, but that was only once, and i decided i wont talk to him when high, a good decision, and no more guilt.

[beachguy in thongs]

The only time I feel guilty is when I'm flat-broke, in great pain, and, wind up selling memorabilia or asking someone (usually, my Father) to borrow money. That's why I feel guilty. I'm out of stuff to sell.

Life is awesome.

[Dr Frylock]

sometimes, but not while im high. Its when i start to smoke and when i finish i sit there and think, "why did i do this?" and then i get high, thats when i remember why i smoked. lol

same with me man

[g_dogg]

The only time I feel guilty when I smoke is when I blow my friends off who don't smoke. They always act as if smoking weed is the worst thing a person can ever do, so it's good to get away from them.

[carfreek5]

The only thing I feel guilty about is that I can't get everyone high.

[burnable]

I suppose I feel guilty about not being more open with my cann-affair. With family members like my parents I always rationalize that it's for their own emotional sake because they are so outdated and so unable to see mj for what it is.

But if I were a nobler person, I would deal with the consternation on my parents part and eventually it would pass and they might see that weed doesn't change me in any fundamental way.

I just wish they would realize that I changed on my own and as a result soberly decided to smoke mj again, and that mj expedites the process of casting off pretenses and being honest with one's self and to mainstream society. Too many people see mj as something that erodes previously held morals because the person is losing a part of himself, rather than the morals and allegiances being purposefully released because the person realizes things about himself and the world that make social pretenses and facades seem meaningless.

I'll say it again, the only thing I feel guilty about is my own cowardice and fear of the law in not being open and transparent to everyone about my weed hobby. Just like many others, I have attitudes and traits that will help the overall image of mj if I'm only open about it.

[jh80ww]

yup exactly like that and I replay things in my head, actually yesterday i saw my psychiatrist and she said it's anxiety, she told me if I tell myself that their is nothing to feel guilty about i'll learn to relax and enjoy life. It seemed to work yesterday really well, and I feel great right now.