Sounds to me like you have a real problem with self control, putting any drug into your system on too regular a basis for a long time will change a person (for better, for worse)

it sounds like you developed a psychological addiction to MJ, and you let it take over your life.


be thankful of one thing, if this was Booze, you would be a lot worse off right now, and possibly even dead (people might smirk, but people do drink themselves to death, be it by too much, or intoxication leading to the last wrong choice they will ever make)

MJ isnt the problem, you are- its good your taking positives steps, but remember nobody but you chose to abuse MJ, and if you dont learn self control, you could end up doing a lot more damage

Good luck man