i wouldnt trust anything that you get from a drug, what i decided to do was when i realized that i was acting all cool with everything like knew everything i noticed it just wasnt right so i stopped for a month to let my mind get back. if you just keep going at it non stop your going to lose track of where you started. im much happier now that im back and i know that i was fucking myself over with that and i was able to get my head straight again.