OK well it was my 6th or 7th time smoking, and i smoked about 2 little bowls of mids from a bong. At first everything was fine, then after about 20 minutes i started having this little conversation in my head about how i was smoking weed. One bit of me was justifying it to the other bit because that bit was paranoid due to the stigma associated with weed. Now even at the time it seemed a lot like schizophrenia, and looking back on it I'm a bit worried that that is what scientists etc are talking about when they say it might cause early onset schizophrenia in susceptible people. Then after this conversation in my head, i had this horrible experience. I basically saw me as i appeared to others, but so, so much worse, like looking at my evil, stupid, socially inept counterpart or something, and the worst thing was at the time i didn't realize that i wasn't like that. It really was horrible, and sounds a lot like the panic attacks some people have after smoking to much, but it wasn't paranoia about being caught or anything. So anyway, is this normal after smoking a bit too much? I'm guessing two bowls is way to much for a newcomer but still. It was mental. Anyway, any advice? Thanks a lot.
Bongoman Reviewed by Bongoman on . Scary ass experience OK well it was my 6th or 7th time smoking, and i smoked about 2 little bowls of mids from a bong. At first everything was fine, then after about 20 minutes i started having this little conversation in my head about how i was smoking weed. One bit of me was justifying it to the other bit because that bit was paranoid due to the stigma associated with weed. Now even at the time it seemed a lot like schizophrenia, and looking back on it I'm a bit worried that that is what scientists etc are Rating: 5