300mg Wellbutrin XL once a day.
I don't like it one damm bit!
I hate taking med's like that I don't feel in control, and I absolutely hate that feeling more than anything. It scares to death to be out of control. That's why I refuse to drink alcohol, smoke cigarette's or take hard drug's, they will change me and put me out of control. I am the type of person that will take any chance given to me to get a good feeling, I'm not a happy person at all alot of people think I'm just a mean irritable person. I'm not! Not at all I have extreme anxiety issue's, I am dysthymic (Look it up). I don't want to take the wellbutrin I'm on, but without I'm afraid I'd kill myself. Marijuana is the only drug I've tried that while allowing me to be in an amazing mood, still lets me be in control. Even when I'm baked off my ass I can still get past that to act normal if I need to, and I have. Whenever I try to talk to my psychiatrist's (yes I have more than 1) about it, they don't listen to me.
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I agree with alot of people that their are alot of over medicated people out there, but there are also alot of people out there that need their medications. My aunt for one, she takes alot of very strong painkiller's every day, and STILL can't move, she's disabled, she can no longer work because of a work accident. I want her to try smoking marijuana (one of the strain's that work for neurological/nerve damage) but don't really know how to go about talking to her about it.
I know I forgot alot of the stuff I wanted to say here, oh well. Got alot of my chest. Happy toking :rastasmoke: