i think i am depressed ive been feeling this way up and down (mostly down) throughout this last year, its come to a head in the last 2-3 months, im ashamed to admit ive even had thoughts of suicide on 2 occasions. i used to use weed as a releif from these feelings but even that doesnt help much as add to my problems, im in debt to family and friends im now trying to work up the balls to a dentist without bawlling my eyes out. is there anyway to get anti-depressant of the shelf? and are they expensive.

i thought that people with depressio were just weak minded unsociable people that is untill i became one myself. its true people dont know what its like untill theyve felt like this.