hmmmmmmm I appreciate all of the answers...alot of good things to think about. I'll try to touch on a few here...

Indicas...?? Sativas.....??? I'm from western pennsyltuckey...aka pennsylvania...we only got one kind here....its green and it gets you stoned. I've been puffing the same kind of shwiggidy shwagedy for years....no prob. Actually the stuff i got now is some great middies....a step UP for me.

About the bouts of paranoia....I had a bout of this happen to me before, I quit for a month and i was cool....but it makes no sense. I dont or never have had anxiety attacks....i do have asthma...but it hasn't come as a problem the last ten years so I can't see why now.

I think its mental.....I must have too much going on in my subconcious mind at the time and its tweaking me out.

I was hoping that someone had a cure..... hehehe like ... eyes of nuete dilluted in olive oil and bark of oak mixed with something.....ground up and taken....or something.

Guess ill have to grin and bear it that I will be giving it up again soon,

JR...the sober prince of pa