That sucks Slide, prayers go out for you and ur family. I have never lost someone close to me luckily, but I have a buddy in a crappy situation he found out that both his parents who happen to be young (40s) have terminal cancer and arent expected to live long. Man, I cant like describe the empathy I feel for him and his parents. The sadder thing is he has three small brothers that are just in elementary/middle school man. Argh man shit is fucked up