Looking Ahead To Hell

[beachguy in thongs]

There was a day when I was normal, with the ability to make something of my life. I'm trying to make my abnormal life mean something. Thanks.

[geonagual]

All things can come and go...but the most important thing ino our lives is our health and well being. It sucks your in pain and for some reason the world suppresses our medicine..you really have to wonder why...why?why?why?

[Coelho]

Man... im very sorry for you... being continuously in pain must be awful... i hope soon you get some weed and be relieved...

It should make us all aware of our blessings.

Exactly... i think your suffering should be an example for us all... like... most of people complain about petty problems, about useless things... most of people think they are unhappy because of idiotic things... and yet, if they were to suffer for only one day what you suffers everyday, they would learn HOW fortunate they are... i remember the time i broke my arm and couldnt sleep cause of the cast which make my back being contorted... during that times of pain, i rethinked a lot of things... i promissed to myself that after i were cured i would make a sign written "remember the cast" and put it in my bedrooms wall, so whenever i were to complain about anything i would remember how afortunate i were for being able to sleep without pain. I never actually made the sign, but its words remained in my mind, and changed a lot my view of the world and the life.
So... i may be wrong... but maybe the suffering your passing through right now is a kind of "learning phase"... for allow you to rethink many things, and get a new point of view... i think even the worst thing may be useful, if we know how to use it...
BTW, i know that no words can alleviate a physical pain... but unfortunately words are everything i can give to you... if you were nearer to me, surely i would give you all weed you wished... but there is some thousand miles between us... so all i can do is hope you get better. And i do. My best wishes for you, beachguy! :thumbsup:

[beachguy in thongs]

Thank you, Coelho :thumbsup: It's exactly a learning experience.

I've learned that the only, real life I'll ever see is when I have the Green Spirits on my side. :stoned:

[beachguy in thongs]

Because? Because? Because?

Because this World would be a better place.

[beachguy in thongs]

But, you see all this pain, and, yet, after smoking five hits, starting sixteen hours ago, my body is perfectly healthy, but, the painful area is filled with bliss.

I did have a bout of pain, near lunch, and a the Green Spirits worked their magic, today. So, now I can sprint around the apartment complex.

[cwesto]

There was a day when I was normal, with the ability to make something of my life. I'm trying to make my abnormal life mean something. Thanks.

Well, BeachGuy i fear that u r looking too much at the bad things in life, and not the good things that u have passion for. There is meaning to everything in life, i believe. For sure it may not always seem like it, but it is there u just must find it.

Ok dont laugh at this quote b/c what its from just listen to what it say

"what makes a man is not how hard he punches, but how many punches he can take and still keep on going" Rocky Balboa

Dont laugh i said lol, my point is that what doesnt kill us makes us all stronger.

If they wont give u ur med. here man, then get the fuk out of "here", go get it where u can.

Ur life is what u make it, and i kno ull figure everything out

[CultureCherryPopper]

Beachguy, if you plan on movin' to Cali or another decriminalized or medicinal state, can you pick me up in Ohio along the way? Lol. But seriously, I love cannabis and all that it can do for mankind. Cannabis is the plant that will heal all nations. (I wish I had faith so I could check out Craig Rubin's Temple 420 in LA, but I'd just feel guilty.) It's people like you that feel so strongly about cannabis that can bring about the necessary change in this world. Perhaps this is your time to turn your abnormal life into something special? Maybe a calling, destiny, vocation? Turn your pain into passion and start the much-needed revolution. Just a thought.

[CanaDanKs Inc.]

Damn beachguy, I had no idea about any of this! I have felt extreme pains in my life and I know how much of a fucking struggle it can be when you can barely move... I am sorry man.
It is quite awesome, on the other hand, that mj helps so much... what a wonderful plant.

Like Coelho said.. it is kind of mind shaking to realize how fortunate people really are.. and the same applies to you as well my friend. There are people who suffer even more, people who can't even rely on the Green Spirits to aid them.. May we all cherish what we have, and nurish it!

[L Rag]

This is the type of shit that makes me dislike emos so much - they cry about stupid material shit when there are people out there that have problems these people couldn't dream of. Heads up man