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Hello all, I am a long-time lurker and occasional poster here at cannabis.com and used to post at marihemp, but any who I would like to ask for some help from some of the older (age not how long you've been here) members of this forum.

So, I love marijuana. I love to smoke it, I love being high, I pretty much enjoy everything about it. But it has become a habit that I think might be harming me. Now, I am all for the recreational and responsible use of cannabis, but I have slowly realized that I don't think that is something I can do. If I have any bud, I will smoke it even if its before work, after work. I will always want to smoke pot. Now most of the conversations I have been having with my friends revolve around pot, and I get anxious at night if I don't smoke before I go to sleep. This is also costing me a lot of money, I easily spend $100 a week on it, and I know this is only a quarter of really good bud, but if I could afford more I would buy it. Now I have been starting to make many decisions revolving around smoking weed, for example, should I go to my parents house for lunch on saturday, or get high? the choice is obvious. Now what I would like to achieve is to be able to smoke weed and not let it take over my life which i feel is beginning to happen. I almost feel like it makes me feel secure, like if I have a bag things are going to be ok, and when I don't have a bag I'm looking fore one (which definitely sounds fucked up to me). I have made this realization on my own and have not let it affect me with my work or girlfriend, and don't want it to. Well, I don't really know what to do, I think you guys get a feel for what I'm trying to say here. I'm sorry if this doesn't make a lot of sense because I have a very hard expressing myself through writing, especially on this subject for some reason. Any advice is appreciated.

hope everyone's christmas shopping is going better than mine!

-joe

on saturday, get high then go eat with your parents...Are you not capable of responsibly smoking and carrying on the tasks of a routinely normal day?? I feel the same way as you do, I love marijuana, it helps me so much, so I smoke it at all points of the day. I go to work, school, and come home...getting high at every point in the day..I still manage to do everything I need to do to be a productive individual...It's not a problem unless you choose to make it a problem..

..Regular marijuana use most certainly is far from abuse...
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