I dont wanna high jack the tread but this will help me explain where im coming from with my view.

I was brought up in a catholic home. When I was older I fell out of religion and questioned everything. Thats what makes us individuals when we figure stuff out for ourselves obvisously. Through psycadelics and weed I practicly erased away my ego by freeing my mind. (It was very rough for me and still is a little) When I would wonder bout all the questions science wont answer. Like does the universe really have an end and what would it be type stuff? I had to EXCEPT the fact that we will never know. THAT WE AS HUMANS ARE NOT THE HIGHEST FORM OF INTELLIGENCE, what would make us so supeiour or speacial that we would be the highest? Evolution? No because evolution has no meaning, It can tell us whos more adaptable and keep us alive but It has no point. It has no emotions or love, Why dose it keep us alive? Why does evolution acur? Why would emotions like love just be gentic tricks to keep things alive? that there is something higher then us. I mean why would we be it? Bacteria, cells, atoms and molecules all the way up to us and then it just stops? nope there is something or things higher then us. Those questions we cant answer are what make up who we are as individuals or else we are just slaves to desregarding our own ignorance. For example, If you believe your mind just shuts off after death and your consiousness dies, than thats who you are as an individual. Thats apart of the person who you choose to be. Thats apart of your existance. Thats what makes up your soul as an individual. When you die Is that what you wanna be apart of because you made it apart of you. Its einstiens theory of relativity. If I believe in god and faith, (not to be all preachy) but thats what would make up me as an individual. If your with out faith your empty, so when you die your empty. Its like looking in a mirror. If you neglect your soul for earthly treasures you wont have nothing in the afterlife.