these are all great suggestions..i have tried many and some have some personal restrictions..

yesterday i was about to have a panic attack in my car..then i just kinda talked myself out of it..i'm not a big fan of positive self reinforcement (i.e. "i am beautiful" I am smart, blah blah)..like just audibly telling myself it would be okay and you are freaking out for no reason and you probably narcissiticly enjoy the drama..somehow i made it through.its just the thing is that its a constant angst for something. i can feel it in my gut.
i believe the reason is because i feel really guilty that i am constantly lying to my mom about doing drugs..i hate her and i love her soo much and i feel like i'm disrespecting her by bringing weed in the house and getting stoned behind her back..i just feel like my entire life is disrespecting her and thats all she'd expect from me...i am way too stoned to keep babbling..basically i wouldn't want my mom to find out because i know it would break her heart..

dude..i smoked so i could take a break from thinking about thhis..damn it.
shuggie86 Reviewed by shuggie86 on . What do you do to calm yourself down Lately, i have been suffering from nervousness and anxiety and i'm looking for ideas to help calm me down...besides smoking..cuz its not always an option for me so help me out here!! Rating: 5