well...see there is like history between us, but then we didn't talk for 4 years...every time i'm hanging out with him the only other girl there is one of his roommates or just close friends..i know he slept with someone after sleeping with me..but recently he had this mind shift thing and decided to quit sleeping around...i go out to see him just about every weekend and he always lets me sleep in bed with him but he could totally just be acting nice..ya know?
so frustrating..i mean, all i can do is continue to be myself and hope he likes what he sees..lol and just get stoned in this long and anguishing process. ha