If you've returned to smoking pot as you say, someone must have provided you with the means. That is unless you haven't smoked yet, but were simply thinking about it. If the first part is true, then maybe you could look down that avenue. If the latter is true, then I don't know. Maybe someone you know smokes and is just very discrete about it. If you know someone you can trust, you could put a bug in their ear and perhaps they might know someone. You could always order some seeds online and grow your own! Just a few thoughts.