Quote Originally Posted by geonagual
Hello:jointsmile:
I am not sure if I have any definitive answer, maybe just a few thoughts.
You definitely need to get back to work..the more idle you become, the more idle you become..if you know what I mean..
You need to talk to some old friends...make some new ones..something..you need someone to hang out with, get stoned and go do something cool with...why dont you want friends?
I know I feel like my mind is going to mush, but not quite. I think its still quite sharp. Anyway, I don't want friends well because it may be because every time I made an emotional attachment to friends, they either leave me (over some flaw I may or may not have or arguments) or back stab me. Maybe I've gotten used to the fact this is what friends do and since I don't like it I don't deal with it so that way I'm happy not constantly thinking about why they are leaving me or why they've done things to me. but I'm definitely not bitter about it.

And thats me in a nutshell.

Lots of great advice I definitely feel less alone knowing other people go through the exact same thing. Lots of love to you guys, Lots of it.